Thoughts…

“A God Send.”

It was only a single look,
With that, my heart you took.
I didn’t understand why,
But I feel like I want to cry.
You will never notice how I feel,
And somehow I only have the option to deal.
I always look, hoping you would see,
But you never look back and I guess that’s meant to be.
I try to be better than who I am,
But I think I’m just being damned.
I want something to happen,
But who am I to kid?

This is another lost hope,
Maybe now I can finally cope.
A single day is left,
But it only feels like we just met.
Why does life tend to turn on me
When all I want to do is be.
I have so many questions to ask you,
Though I don’t think you would answer two.
I simply sit here,
Waiting in fear,
As the day comes to an end,
For you, a God send,
To be gone from my life.

One day,
I hope to say,
That I knew you and we were friends,
But that’s another reality,
Where dreams actually do come true.

I know that you can hear the rhythm of the rain
Although we’re miles apart I know you feel my pain
I try to be so strong, I try to carry on
But since you left the sun don’t seem to shine
My tears are falling on the words you wrote to me
I wish that somehow they could take me where I wanna be
It seems so long ago, you held me when I cried
For now I just pretend you’re by my side, oh-oh yeah

Everything that I touch turns to blue
When I’m living in a world without you
I’m going crazy baby, I am missing you
Can’t imagine all I go through
When I’m living in a world without you
I’m not alone I know that you can feel it too
La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

I try to watch a movie but you’re all that I can see (all that I can see)
In my dreams I know I always see you constantly
But then a dream comes to an end and I’m alone
And I can’t seem to let this feeling go, whoa-oh baby

• Emma Bunton (A World Without You)