Thoughts…

“I’ll Be Waiting Here For You”

I began to write,
just like I would usually do.
Then I listen to this song,
“Stickwitu”
and everything in front of me changes.
I feel cold,
I feel empty,
I feel broken.
I love the song,
but I love the moments that were with it.
Then again,
I hate the moment when you broke my heart.
All I did was care,
and all you did was ignore me.
I’ve seen so many things,
I’ve felt so many things,
I’ve said so many things,
that no one would experience for years.
I’ve lost my life to you,
I’ve lost my love to everything.
All I wanted to do was be with you.
All I wanted to do was be the one.
All I wanted to do was love you.
It didn’t happen,
It didn’t work out.
Now I sit here,
Writing,
Hoping that one day you’ll see,
That I loved you.

Then a year passes,
and everything is different.
The song still affects me,
but it hurts more now than ever.
Waiting for my love to return is hard,
because I feel stripped of all my feelings.
Nothing is the same,
Nothing will ever be the same.
I just wanted you to know,
That I’ll be here waiting for you.

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“Stickwitu” – Pussycat Dolls