Thoughts…

“Good For Nothing Type of Brother.”

So you think that its okay,
To make me feel empty everyday?
I miss you so much,
We don’t even keep in touch,
and nothing is the same,
everything to me is like a game.
Emptiness filled my heart,
as we drifted apart,
making me feel ill
and I wish that void would fill.
Losing my best friend,
felt like the end,
because I had no one to talk to,
and I had nothing to do.
I may have screwed up a lot,
but now I have more thought,
to say what I should,
not what I could.
Nothing in the world makes this easy,
because everything is so cheesy.
You don’t know what the truth is anymore,
because everything is closed, every door.
You’re bound in reality,
Also in mortality,
since you can’t change everything.
You long to sing,
To feel happy and loved,
and find the one you call beloved.
The one who sets you apart,
and who claims your heart,
because they open your eyes.
You drift away with them,
and both of you act like a gem,
because you are both valuable,
and nothing will make you ever feel invaluable.
Together forever,
now and whenever.

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“Good for nothing type of brother” – Bills, Bills, Bills by Destiny’s Child.