Thoughts…

“All I can do is wait here for you.”

I’m sitting here,
waiting for you to come back.
Everything is so tiring now,
there’s no energy left here.
I want to call you,
but I forgot where I put your number.
I didn’t want to forget,
I decided to lose it.
Everything has gone wrong between us,
but we try to fix it up.
It feels like nothing is worth my time,
but how stupid can I be?
You’re worth my time.
Why did I even lose your number?
Why did I want to lose you?
What have you done to me,
that made me so into you?
I don’t want to say I love you,
but then I’ll feel like I’m lying to myself and to you.
The pain is real,
the love is real.
What am I to do?
All I can do is wait here for you.